Have you ever manifested something you didn't want?

I found when I was manifesting a lifestyle I didn't want….

I was living out of alignment. I was doing and creating something that, intuitively, didn't feel right in my body. I had put so much pressure on myself to be a successful woman entrepreneur and it took all of the fun out of starting a business. It has become so stressful. I wasn’t able to show up in a calm, realized state because I built a business out of a scarcity mindset. 

So, today let me share with you my story and how I managed to get out of the wrong business mindset.

The Scarcity Mindset

If you guys are new to my page, I started working with a non-profit organization and I grew their following from 18,000 followers to 500,000 followers, in under a month. I learned so much about social media at that first job. I was able to take that skill and capitalize on it and build a very successful business. 

While I was developing that business I had all of these conditioned beliefs like most people. I was operating and living out of that scarcity mindset. What a scarcity mindset looks like for me is accepting any clients. I accepted anybody who would come up to me and try to solve all their marketing problems. 

Operating from that place of scarcity caused my nervous system to elevate. I had a high blood pressure issue for a while when I first started my business, and it still happens rarely up to this day. When you are manifesting and creating out of scarcity, you will likely build something through manifestation that might not be what you truly want out of your life.

The Holistic Journey

The moment I noticed that I was manifesting something I don’t want in my life, I decided to start a holistic journey. That is the reason why I started the End In Mind Podcast. But I wasn’t immediately free from those wrong beliefs that I had when I started my holistic journey. 

My podcast is over a year old and when I started, I was obsessed with being perfect. I was a perfectionist. It was part of my personality to do my best in everything that I started doing. I find myself wanting to do it better than somebody else. If I'm not doing it better than anyone else, I would internally critique myself. I would overanalyze how I could make it better, instead of allowing things to just come and happen at the right time. 

So, as I had gained this awareness that I was developing a business I quite literally felt imprisoned by, I didn’t rush to change. When I gained this awareness, it felt like a veil was lifted. It was something that I had to address, but instead of scrambling and rushing to address it, I just let things play out. I just let things happen. For once in my life, I wasn't overly controlling.

Since then, I have only accepted particular clients that will work well for me, my team, and my business. What naturally started to occur was that some of the clients that were also ready to move on in my management side of the business were fulfilled by other things, or decided to take a new direction.

My newfound awareness allowed me to honestly be overjoyed for them and myself. This was all happening at divine timing.

Bottomline:

Now, my focus is not on what I was doing, but on how I was showing up. I still find so much joy in looking back on my skills and the information I learned in the past. I know I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for that. What changed is that awareness caused me to open my mind to good opportunities. 

I started to ask myself, what would feel good? What would feel the best when I woke up in the morning? I dropped the stories around what it would take for me to change, the “trauma, hard work, time” and I just did it. I stopped looking into 10, 15 years down the road. And I started living for today and I could not ask for more.

You also can have all that you want in life, just start creating and thinking about your alignment and drop everything that’s not yours. 

Do you want to learn more about my holistic journey? Click on this link here and listen to the complete episode.